The Dark Tunnel

I was walking towards the light in this dark tunnel of life. Often I fall down, had my knees wounded but I never gave up. Now I am exhausted, my sole are aching and I don't know where am I heading. I lost the purpose of what this is all about. What is there to continue searching? Have I already reached my limit and found out that this is all that I am made for?

Lord, I should admit, I misinterpret the light that I was following with these diamonds shimmering before me. Guide me to the right path that shall lead me to Your paradise. I am weak, I easily get confused, easily tempted. I am so blind to know where to go. The tunnel is dark that I only depend on these lights that I see in front me.

For greater things, I know I am made for. It may not be clear as of the moment but someday it will all make sense, I know. It is the journey that matters the most and not much with the destination. Appreciate life and every little being that interacts in and with it. Focus on a lot of things. I should explore my horizon. This searching of my purpose will be easier if I will give everything a chance to have my attention one at a time. A friend told me that and I quote, "We do not have the luxury of time. Set a deadline to your plans so that no time will be wasted." I will never now how long will I exist in this wonderful world, so I must enjoy every little bit  of it while I still can. If I may need to do something as what we all do, I must set a time span as to how long I can prepare for it and set when must it be accomplished. I am aware of this practice, I have always been doing it. What he told me was a heads up, I just needed to find my other self, determined, outgoing, always curious. But then I am not dismayed with this down-feeling that I am having right now, with this I came to know my self better. I get to experience another experience that life may offer, the feeling of uncertainty, unsatisfactory. But then I must not stay here for long.

Lord help me stand on my swollen feet and give me strength to restart this journey. I know I had enough rest now, but I lack the drive to pursue on reaching the light. Enlighten me, empower me! That I may know, that I may do Your will and proclaim Your glory!